I recently began a Mysore Ashtanga practice under the guidance of Alana Kessler at Sangha. I have been practicing Ashtanga primary series in the led (or guided) format off and on for about four years now. A dear friend of mine, Emily, shared her love of this ancient and sacred yoga tradition with me and then when I felt I had enough courage I began attending classes at my studio (O2) in Boston. I was immediately drawn to the practice. I always came out feeling lighter in both the mind and the body – like I had sweat out all of my toxins – purifying, stretching, and building strength in my physical body, while simultaneously clearing all the clutter in my mind. There was something about the focus on breath and the pace that captivated me right away. I felt that the rhythmic feeling and sound of my own breath together with the audible breath of all the other practitioners in the room helped me to stay present on my mat – connected, focused, calm, attentive. And there was no doubt I was getting a work-out – I felt like every muscle in my body had been worked and stretched. My heartbeat raced and I was drenched with sweat. I felt whole and complete, strong and rejuvenated after every class.
After awhile, I started to wonder about Mysore – the style of Ashtanga where instead of practicing the full series led by a teacher, poses are given to you one by one as the teacher feels you are ready to accept them and incorporate them into your practice – both physically and energetically. I had always been extremely intimidated by Mysore – and was under the false impression that you needed to be at a certain advanced level to even begin. It is absolutely meant for all levels of practitioners. If you’ve never practiced Ashtanga before your practice might be short to begin – as you also need to be able to memorize the sequence that has been given to you and continue to practice it in the same order before the teacher adds additional postures. The structure is a little different than what you might be used to – you come in, set up your mat, and go. At first, the room seemed too quiet. It was almost distracting and I felt so alone with my experience – without a teacher guiding and counting my breath, cueing, and filling the room with sound and instruction. But very quickly I began to appreciate the silence. I fully let my breath guide my movement – breathing in to lengthen, breathing out to twist or fold more deeply. It was incredible. I had time. So much time to breathe. Time to really begin exploring the shape of the postures within my own body, how they felt to me, that day and in that moment. Time to go further and deeper if I wanted, and to hold back and take extra breaths when I felt I needed them. In essence, you learn to become your own teacher and to guide yourself through the sequence. But you’re never alone. Alana was and is always there – offering expertise and her guidance as needed, providing suggestions and adjustments, answering my questions, helping work through areas of injury and tension, and holding a space where I continue to feel safe and nurtured.
This is only the beginning of my Mysore journey, a practice I hope to persevere for many years to come, and I feel grateful and blessed to have found both a strong, knowledgeable teacher and a beautiful community in which to practice.